well here i'm just sitting in front of the com...just thinking back on the events that happened a few days and today....
i really feel hurt you know...
i probably keep more things from you than you possibly know...
i probably only share 20% of my sorrow, my pain with you..
my worries are plenty....
i know i'm flawed...knew i'm not perfect....
you pick out my flaws and enlarge it...
i feel ugly in front of you...
full of insecurities and grudging about my imperfect self...
a thousand flaws....
i can find with myself...
you like her...my head tells me not to be stupid...don't go there...
my heart tells me im too imperfect...for anyone...
i'm shutting myself inside....
there's a hole in my heart...
more times than ever...
i cried myself to sleep...
without you knowing...
which is the best...
you say you know...you say you understand...
but you don't...
i hide behind a facade...pretending i'm happy when i'm not
thanks...
fml....