Date :Monday, November 29, 2010
Time:Monday, November 29, 2010
Title:
why don't you spend any time with me anymore?do i really not mean anything to you anymore?
nevermind its fine...
i will be fine without you...
thanks for everything you gave to me once upon a time...
fuck my life...
♥AMANDA' | an original @thfancycandy.blogspot.com
♥AMANDA' | an original @thfancycandy.blogspot.com
well here i'm just sitting in front of the com...just thinking back on the events that happened a few days and today....
i really feel hurt you know...
i probably keep more things from you than you possibly know...
i probably only share 20% of my sorrow, my pain with you..
my worries are plenty....
i know i'm flawed...knew i'm not perfect....
you pick out my flaws and enlarge it...
i feel ugly in front of you...
full of insecurities and grudging about my imperfect self...
a thousand flaws....
i can find with myself...
you like her...my head tells me not to be stupid...don't go there...
my heart tells me im too imperfect...for anyone...
i'm shutting myself inside....
there's a hole in my heart...
more times than ever...
i cried myself to sleep...
without you knowing...
which is the best...
you say you know...you say you understand...
but you don't...
i hide behind a facade...pretending i'm happy when i'm not
thanks...
fml....
♥AMANDA' | an original @thfancycandy.blogspot.com
Date :Wednesday, November 10, 2010
Time:Wednesday, November 10, 2010
Title:
actually i dunno whats wrong with me this few days...
i feel so sensitive and really dunno what to do...
some days i just wanna drink and drink and forget things...
but i can't exactly neglect all my problems can i?
i feel so emo now...
you...
are great to me...but why why do you spend so less time with me...
i only wished you paid more attention to me...
only wished you showered me with more love.....
ytd night you just fell asleep without tellin me...
why do i have to alway stare at my phone just to wait for another of your sms
i hate waiting...
i just wanna go mia now
and you (another you)
please wake up...
stop running away from your problems....
face them head on you idiot...
thats it to th world...
i'm going mia for awhile...
don't bother talking to me
don't bother finding for me
i asked my sister not to let anyone barge into our house so yea....
imma be dead for awhile....
Date :Monday, November 08, 2010
Time:Monday, November 08, 2010
Title:
♥AMANDA' | an original @thfancycandy.blogspot.com
Date :Sunday, November 07, 2010
Time:Sunday, November 07, 2010
Title:
i wanna bite off your head...
you idiot....
omg...
sometimes i dunno why...is it so nice to hurt me?
you're such a meanie...
you get jealous over little things and you treat me badly...
D:
but i still love you
