Date :Tuesday, September 28, 2010
Time:Tuesday, September 28, 2010
Title:
its over!!!!
finally
*breathes a sigh of relief*
everyday in agony and in pain is too much for me...
time to crap...
lets see...
today....
we had phy prep exams...
it was horrible!!!!!
i didnt do like eight questions....
*cries*
anyway met up with ellen baby(:
bwahaha
thanks!~
Date :Sunday, September 26, 2010
Time:Sunday, September 26, 2010
Title:
i lost...uu
again..
i can feel it..
you are not there by my side now..
still say wanna be there with me every min in life...
are those just lies to make me happy...
i want you back in my life...
i m not cheating on you...i m so sure of this...
why would i cheat when i already pledge my life to you...
i know that you feel jealous of my gdbrother...
but baby...
wont you trust me...?
please talk to me soon...
Date :Monday, September 06, 2010
Time:Monday, September 06, 2010
Title:
baby(:
its gonna be yur bdae soon...
i love uu so much baby(:
Date :Friday, September 03, 2010
Time:Friday, September 03, 2010
Title:
i dun ever want to be a burden to you...
i know you might say i m not a burden...
but i feel as if sometimes...
i give you too much trouble...
i gave you more stress...
i blame myself whenever you feel emo or sad...
so dun ever feel sad baby...
i love you...
Date :Thursday, September 02, 2010
Time:Thursday, September 02, 2010
Title:
my hand feel super cold as type this...
this is a warning that i m gonna get aggressive..
seriously...
i m not gonna risk losing him again...
if theres another party in the way or somebody clinging on to him...
i will do anything to eliminate that risk...
seriously...
what the f**k...
its the jealously streak in me...but theres something else...
i m gonna be a bitch if there is a third person...
gosh i feel so insecure...
i never felt this way before...
it feels damn uncontrollable...
i m gonna go kill myself...
thanks for giving me so much...
i couldnt have asked for anything more...
you have given me the best love i could ever have in this life...
i am just so glad you are mine...
please stay mine forever..
i might not be that pretty...
might not be that slim..
hell i have a lot of flaws...but please continue loving me for who i am...
i might pretend i hate you...
i might push you away but please continue to stick with me...
thank you boy...
i love you so much...
i don't think you know how deep my love for you is...
thanks for everything you have given me...
every sweet little memories that we have together i will keep them close to my heart...
so be there for me when i need you...
protect me from hurt...
from my enemies...
from every little things that might ever make me sad...
remember that question i ask you about jealousy?
i was always jealous...
even if i hated myself for saying it...
for admitting it...
but i don't dare tell you...
i rather keep it in my heart...
i was always jealous of all the girls who tries to chat you up..
not cause you make me jealous...
maybe just a phobia that you will leave...
thats all...
i love you
days without my mother at home...
is ok to say th least...
but there are lots of things i have to undertake...
one starters...
my sister friend started saying i m really bossy....
but....
nvm...
i rly hate him a lot...
why does he have to steal away all my friends...
just cause he posses one of my best friends...
that doesn't give him the right to steal my other friends...
i cant even eat with the friends i use to have...
if i sat at their table he will just stare at me like i don't belong...
he is the one who doesn't belong...
i known my friends for 4 years and he only know them since this year...
he pretends he is ok with me but talk behind my back...
what the fuck...
what kind of a bf is he best friend...
why cant uu wake up and see for yourself what a creep you have accepted into your life...
do you really want to end up regretting ever being with him one day?
a true boyfriend who truly loes and cares...
accept all the person you make friends with
he doesn't get jealous of your best guy friend and he doesnt ever CALL YOUR FRIENDS A BITCH!
thats why i wont talk to you anymore...
